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sorry to post out my old acticle that locked at my wretch blog


it was locked





after i visited her blog


nothing i can say


i don''t know what should do


i don't want to do same thing like some of them*did before





i just posted out ..


and not wanna showing anything to u* or u all *


can just ignored





♥ The word "SHE" suppose change to "IT" ,You were just like a DOGGY
[ did this sentences mentioned anything ?.maybe our opinion not same : ) ]

and this pic : )

my old blog acticle ..

[ had been visited to somebody blog before i came here :)

yeah .. ~ many feeling inside hope can release out ..but can i ? : )

i do appreciate much to that * relationship ..

im not cold blood human * .. how rarity that * relationship for me ..

but what can i do when i already know that distance * was how long until i can't easy touch it ?



2 year ago .. i am happy enough in school ..

keep playing and talking other gossip with fun ..u can say that we still small * ? ..

mind thinking was simple .

. i did't even feel hurt or suffer in that relationship that time ~

some of them was so important and have close relationship with me

do i forget it ? do i just throw it ? ..

maybe they feel i already * far myself away from them ..

i tried to get back that feeling before ..

but can't .

u all was in gang ..

u all will knOw how suffer and hurt when u know u can't same class and have same enviroment with your besties?

u all will know how hurt to face that feeling ?. .

wON't ..

in one gang and didn't alone before ..



im not blaming and showing how lamenrableners im ..

if i really was just showing here ..

i can just say it one year before ..

that time was more pain for me ..



some 8 people will asked me ..

what happen to them a ? ..

argue again ? .. why argue .. reason ?.

.i really donknw hOw to answer becAuse ..

im standing same side with them to watching or maybe gossip ONly *



how u get back in to the relationship when the distance was so far ?.

.u know the reason why i don't want to went in for them ? ..

Or maybe hang out ?..

excuse here and there ?.

.because i dont want to feel that wall again ..

i had feel many time before ..

with some of them that i really care ..

1st time to say those thing in my blog ..

because of that * relationship that relationship i specially ignored to decrease a little pain inside ..

some of them still important and they do appreciate same with me ..





especailly that silly pussy ! * X)

she is the one who always pull me back to them ..

i hope she won't change her face behind me ..

u are different .. ! : ) i do love her much !



i didn't throw our friendship before ..

i didn't see it like shit or rubbish ..

don't blame .. i feel hurt to heard ..

what i feel and see was more deeper ..]

try to stand on myside and think .. can ? : )]

p/s : my boy was important than other

ya .. i those people

ya...im bitch

ya .. im im : )