Tuesday, June 30, 2009

♥ im those girl

♥ [ my hot chick ! ]


不想用心去对任何人
好因为结局换来的是什么?

他们需要你时就会找你
不需要你时呢?

对不起我不能像从前般无所谓
睁一只眼闭一只眼

i hope i can control my hand not to press the button
to view those blog
to guess what they said
maybe i too care about it
i can't just simply ignored it
fcak ! : (



stick with Britney Spears !

[ circus ] ♥ _Well baby I’m a put-on-a-show kinda girl
Don’t like the backseat
Gotta be first

♥ AH Yu


finally _ maxis line was recover : )
so the happy ! ..
as normal _
im stick with school life with my boubui lam..mi..dan..na
and also my dear jin erl : P
i force myself to stay for tuition class after school > <
hate it
u know ? english tuition class was SUCK ! babe ~ basic and basic grammar she teach us
fine ~ but some class was useful too : D
canteen day coming soon
期 待 ing : D
it was our last year
so i will try my best to reach the target
hope our 5sains 2 will give help all together
( i knew somebody was selfish enough ! dude! )
babe ~ maybe i won't come to school tomorrow
so can't discuss about canteen day with classmate : (
P/S : nothing to write
bless my dear jin erl for tomorrow operation ( haha ~ small stuff ~ )
and joee lou poh got fever ~ bless her too
H1N1 was serious virus
keep yourself clear to avoid it : D
hiak ! X P
with love and care ! mwahx !♥

Thursday, June 25, 2009

bluakk !



with love
with care
with my belover lou poh and baobei
and study life : P


buzy-ing recently


something make me felt down
i mean somebody relationship should not be like that with me

sammy told me : (
maybe she mis-understand my blog said about her
but please don't mis-understand
im not saying u _


today recess
somebody come ~
said something sohai ~
i think she was my ( lou poh ) also
excuse~
sohai thing her mouth came out ~
lolx
mati la ~
ignored it ! : D



BOOM !
less online and update recently ~
thank to my friend and belover one who will noticed my blog
although they didn't leave coment always ~ : )
bluakx!

Monday, June 22, 2009

♥ BANG BANG

monday □
the new day in this week : P
i gonna crazy _ im stuck in addmaths and akaun !

today i get sick
better sometime but sometime felt so tired
hoy ling told me i maybe get H1N1 =X
touch wood ! sot der .. she scared me : P

nobody at home and i don't dare go visit doctor myself : (
somemore argue with mummy ~ don't want told her ! hng !

i should stay for kelas tambahan every day meh ~?
i hate it
bored and useless
maybe will get something ~
but i don't want walk out everyday in this hot weather
full with sweat : ( Och !

today walked out with joee
and my boy waiting at bus stop
baobei saw joee and told me she become more 38 and 38 ~
hiak ~ X P ..

i won't overnight outside and play whole night
must control myself
i had promised to him
he do angry : (
and start to working hard
be his guai guai lou poh ~
MAYBE * : P


u know
my home children was so cute !
love them much
i knew somebody do miss them ~ hor ? vicky thong ~ ? XP
my yuan yi so cool ~ : P lolx
aiyer ~ = =



my man ~ XD

Friday, June 19, 2009

♥ hair + future

im still confuse next week what hair style should i cut for : (
i scared i will delay it because i don't know wanna keep it long or cut a nice and own style short hair > < ( bibabOom ! )
really _
i prefer 中 长 发 □
but i still can't find the one that nice and suit for
confus-ing > <
it was too short for me .. ? □2009 年 流 行 短 发

it was nice ! : ) thinking to this hair style : D

i think this hair style may not suitable for me : P ..





OKAY _ put this confuse thing at otherside 1st _ : P□
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□〖 FUTURE : ) 】
finally _ i started to worry about my future : P
it was too late i know
but i still confused on what course i really prefer to : (
i was interest to interior design
but _ it was not a good earning money job .. : (
i decided to learn and take this course after i study for accounting
or maybe while i step to working life
learning will not end until the end of our life _ right ? : )
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so _ the main course i should choose is _ accounting OR banking and finance
my friends and besties told me this course was hard and need more hardworking on it
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1st _ i must score good result in SPM _ it is 1st step of my life
my target was simply _ i just need 5 A in SPM
english _ akaun_math_ addmaths _ bm_
two basic subjects and 3 counting subjects
trying to work hard on it
after SPM _ 1st thing i should do is take english class to improve my speaking and grammar
i said it before
im poor in english > <
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2nd_ i must decide seriously to study STPM _and straight away go to twinning degree ( 3+0)
or else study basic foundation or diploma and get degree ?
this would be the most confuse choice > <
ignored it 1st = P

future ! im coming ! : P

---Segi University college
------Raffles international college
-------Taylor
---------UTAR !




Thursday, June 18, 2009

♥ bad luck



funny dude ! □

sometime i must change myself to suit with this fake world ~

really _ i do hate fake shit ~

i do hate those fake shit who smile to the people but behide said people bad _

just like lam and me said the thailand word [ em gam gonggong ngek ngek ]

hiakhiak ! *

fine : D ..

argue between me and dear liing was end ! : D

yeahyeah `` because _ guy can't break our relationship : P

they are worst ! l o l _ : P

bad luck day !

our bus can't move while reach yulek

what the dude !*

we gonna walked back to midah and walked in to my condo somemore ~

damn larh !

keep fit ~ haha X P

he didn't go supper at the end ~

because ~ ? hiakhiak ! dai sei ~ !

dai 9 sei ~

lalala ~ : P

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

♥ sad and happy

♥ [ happy thing : ) ]
□after tuition until 2:15pm
my belover was waiting outside and sent me back
i felt touch because he came to my school alone in this hot weather
with sweat : P
( he walked wrong way somemore : P )
p/s : boy _ thank to let me know u still appreciate and love me as much as before
♥ [ sad thing : ) ]
argue with dear liing : (

□while walking to taman tun razak
we have a talk about both guy
as she said
im standing on my boy side
and she was standing on her belover side too
i know how mad my boy sometime
i do accept all his bad _ i should right ?
why i get angry suddenly?
you let me felt that i got him no you *
i really felt suffer _
i know you hate him because he did something mad on you
but until now
we both also donknw which is truth and fake right ?
just their guy know
i felt sad because our 1st argue is because of them
i need to trust my boy
but i hope you won't get sad also that is why i told you all that
when you said
所 以 为 了 不 要 有 什 么 事
我 看 我 们 都 是 不 要 什 么 一 起 出 了
so ? what i should do ?

i walk in to garden and sit alone there
tears was drop
because you are my precious friend
he is my love one
you should understand my way


hope everything will be fine
i do love you dear > <





Tuesday, June 16, 2009

♥_ i love guy !

u know ! : ) CUTE dao boom !□



a normal day
i felt school life started boring _ izzit my boubui lamlam didn't came to school for 2 days?
i didn't enter kelas tambahan again
but tomorrow will enter and take bus to go home
today teacher gave back our result
my english get 66.. felt happy because my english was poor enough : (
and moral result is 68 : P not bad
addmaths , math , chemistry result was ehem*
boleh mati
did't failed but all hanging around 35 ++
okay _ work hard please : P
i had started to tied up my hair
look like guai guai lui ( some of my friend told me )
but i gonna cut my hair next week
i prefer short hair
p / S : 1st day without you _ don't try to hurt me anymore by using ur love tool !
------ ah yu was strong more than u think ! yeah yeah ! X P

Sunday, June 14, 2009

♥ school day

♥ [ school day : D ]

today was .. ehem .. bored O.o''

i keep sleeping after recess .. : P

sammy was buzy with her karangan ~

lol .. bM work .. hate it : P

puan teh didn't call me up when i sleeping in her class : P

k k ..

i hope other don't gossip too much about my thing *

anywhere .. got limit ..thank yarh ! : )

felt worry ? .. erm .. not so ..

felt free ? .. huh ? O.o'' tak mungkin

i just know ..

SPM really coming ..near by ..

what the f xx k ! > <

didn't enter kelas tambahan today : P

nobody stay .. i mean my lou poh

so .. bye bye ! : D

很 想 去 关 心 他

但 是 不 配 : )

因 为 现 在 我 们 只 是 朋 友

安 慰 话 也 不 能多 说

希 望 他 真 的 能 找 到 一 个 好 女 生

如 果 我 们 没 分 开

明 天 就 一 年 了 ..16号 ..

哈 哈 :D

没 什 么 的 ~ 说 下 罢 了 : P

我 们 是 好 姐 妹 ! ~ :D

P/s : should i give up .. ? to decrease our pain ? or maybe only my pain ?

Thursday, June 11, 2009

♥ mwahx*

日 本 版 popteen 6 月 号 : )
台 湾 版 的 还 没 刊 登 在 网 上





昨 天 半 夜 跟 我 宝 贝 LOUPOH 米 米 聊 天
她 说 了 一 些 话 听 了 很 窝 心 : D

hope loupoh can recover faster
go back to your own way and don't stuck in the road
for me _ still got many chance for u
ever i don't know w.k got any good* thing
but 爱 一 个 人 没 有 理 由 :P
haha : D



[ lou poh kana ] ♥

opened friendster just now
something i saw and really touch me > <

老婆_❤_
现在很夜了但睡不着
想到我们之前一起疯一起癫的日子
不懂到哪去了..
关系没降到但
却也没提升
之前的我们无话不说
可是现在却变了
我们就好像
偶尔见到面嘘寒问暖两三句..
明明我们的关系不是那样的
但为何会成了那个样子呢
我不懂是否因为我的关系
还是怎样
我希望我们之间的关系能回到从前
老婆我爱你麽麽=]


when our relationship was close
i miss that moment
sad _ unhappy _ she was there
and
playing crazy overnight outside
she beside me too

□lou poh _ i do miss u too _
( although we will gossip each other thing sometime : P )
but u sure know what the real feeling i though u : )
i heart u babe ! mwahx*

hair cut


acompany my auty and bring along a ling cut hair today _
i didn't cut but tomorrow
after cut hair then went back and rest _
dude
i had no money to shopping
i found that pavilion got a lot of clothes was cheap and nice
with brand : )
i want bring my loupoh visit next time
i want hang out with mi lam dan na and crazy shopping ! *
something i saw today
it was .. ehem .. so .. what the dude ! *
i saw alex ..
with ? ..
lol .. his new girlfriend ..
i know who is her .. > <
omg .. should happy right ? : )
yeah yeah ~
bless him
yee kei told me he had change
with the sweety month
kao lui sudah geng la ni ! ~ O.o''
aiya .. aiya .. tak dau ape feel sekarang ~
is okay : )
OKAY : )
i did something wrong .. but .. i don't think it was my wrong
because
he force and made me become like that ! ..
i mean
i had problem again with my boy .. not my boy .. is a bastard !
bastard boy !

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

BABY ! : )

□ what a cute pussy ! : )
(stealed it from my meimei folder : P )
( she keep a lot of baby picture ~ O.o'' why huh ? ) : D

i gonna crazy ~ 4:30am now ~ but im still hanging on the line : P
feel better now : )
have a chat with mimi loupoh
bless her tomorrow ! : D
haha
she so funny ~ scare here scare there ~
if that dude put her aeroplane tomorrow .. he will mati 99 !
bastard him ! = X ..
hahah ..
she gonna make something right now : P
but i can sleep after this ~ yeah yeah ! : D


holiday gonna finish !
yer
mean .. SPM coming
ignored all useless dude thing
something must really care but something care also useless : D


ah lam loupoh..
im not good in explaining
hope u understand me like sammy so
i did wrong something .. im sorry about something
but u 5 are really important to me so
i do love u 5 more than that

p/s : i didn't wrote u 5 as loupoh but baobei not because they are important than u all
-----sei so po ! .. word can't express anything .. we should know the real feeling in our heart !
----- mi .. lam .. dan .. na .. wo ai ni men ! : D as same as before : )



lalala

sorry to post out my old acticle that locked at my wretch blog


it was locked





after i visited her blog


nothing i can say


i don''t know what should do


i don't want to do same thing like some of them*did before





i just posted out ..


and not wanna showing anything to u* or u all *


can just ignored





♥ The word "SHE" suppose change to "IT" ,You were just like a DOGGY
[ did this sentences mentioned anything ?.maybe our opinion not same : ) ]








and this pic : )



my old blog acticle ..

[ had been visited to somebody blog before i came here :)

yeah .. ~ many feeling inside hope can release out ..but can i ? : )

i do appreciate much to that * relationship ..

im not cold blood human * .. how rarity that * relationship for me ..

but what can i do when i already know that distance * was how long until i can't easy touch it ?



2 year ago .. i am happy enough in school ..

keep playing and talking other gossip with fun ..u can say that we still small * ? ..

mind thinking was simple .

. i did't even feel hurt or suffer in that relationship that time ~

some of them was so important and have close relationship with me

do i forget it ? do i just throw it ? ..

maybe they feel i already * far myself away from them ..

i tried to get back that feeling before ..

but can't .

u all was in gang ..

u all will knOw how suffer and hurt when u know u can't same class and have same enviroment with your besties?

u all will know how hurt to face that feeling ?. .

wON't ..

in one gang and didn't alone before ..



im not blaming and showing how lamenrableners im ..

if i really was just showing here ..

i can just say it one year before ..

that time was more pain for me ..



some 8 people will asked me ..

what happen to them a ? ..

argue again ? .. why argue .. reason ?.

.i really donknw hOw to answer becAuse ..

im standing same side with them to watching or maybe gossip ONly *



how u get back in to the relationship when the distance was so far ?.

.u know the reason why i don't want to went in for them ? ..

Or maybe hang out ?..

excuse here and there ?.

.because i dont want to feel that wall again ..

i had feel many time before ..

with some of them that i really care ..

1st time to say those thing in my blog ..

because of that * relationship that relationship i specially ignored to decrease a little pain inside ..

some of them still important and they do appreciate same with me ..





especailly that silly pussy ! * X)

she is the one who always pull me back to them ..

i hope she won't change her face behind me ..

u are different .. ! : ) i do love her much !



i didn't throw our friendship before ..

i didn't see it like shit or rubbish ..

don't blame .. i feel hurt to heard ..

what i feel and see was more deeper ..]

try to stand on myside and think .. can ? : )]









p/s : my boy was important than other
ya .. i those people
ya...im bitch
ya .. im im : )

Monday, June 8, 2009

yeah ~ : D

do i need to ignore it like before ? ..

same like what i said before at my old blog

it is worst ! : )

so i don't care


some people who donknw me much please shut the fuck up* ..

yaya ~ u all are rubbish in my eye as u say ..

maybe i said like this [ she ] will feel happy abit

because she already think that ~

who care ~ ? : )


people will copied u because ur thing was special or maybe good in their eye ~

but did the people copied all ur style ~ ? ..

funny dude ..

i tot it was just a small thing ~

but then she need said till the word [ bitch ] .. ~? : )

so why i should just ignore like some of her friend who just [ respect ] her like [ follower ]

ya lorh ~ people are dog ! are u r human ~ : )

people are bitch and u r pricess ~ : )

how fake .. don't need to do that ..




need to care of my boy and friend are not important

how fake im to told other that i break with my boy already because i don't want to heard they keep said [ i got boy no friend ] those word

all of them don't like i break with alex then together with eric

before the day x.dou ask me izzit together back or break with him

i keep said we break up already

it was hurt because some of them said such word

how i handle all of your feeling?

my boy relationship and way to treat me was different with u all

and not like u boy that can play or fun with us

and not like other boy who let me do what i really like to do



why i don't wanna to hang out with them after i 2gether with my boy ?..

i got said it before at my old locked blog

it is not because of my boy only !









those word i saw at that blog

thank a lot : )


♥_ move shake !

♥_ 『 4 - 6 -2009 】
over night at my lougong house
i has make the ' zong ' 棕 that i promised before to him : )
his mum said it was nice ! : D
happy * : D

♥_ 『 7 - 6 -2009 】
u know ! : )
yesterday was a great night for me !
yeah yeah ! move move shake shake !
can't explain the feeling : )
i go move move shake shake yesterday
actually my sweeties planned to go supper club
unlucky .. didn't open : (
so .. we change place and went barcelona
i don't feel wanna go there ..
but nevermind larh ! : D
i just wanna have a try to feel what going on in club : )
it is not bad at all : D .. it is not as high class as other club ..
a lot of people who same age with me i think ..
no picture to share : ( sorry ..
but promise next time will remember take pic : )
my 1st time on clubbing night : D
it was syok ! ..
i enjoyed a lot ! : D
baby ! move move shake shake ! : D
p/s : ( my hubby donknow about it .. so .. shhh ! : P )