Tuesday, April 13, 2010

♥ ignore it

近来 , 好累好累

累在那里?
累在那个心上

根本找不到聊得来的伴
真是他妈的


那个家
不想多说
看到你这种脸孔对着我
你觉得光荣
但你不知道你女儿我是多么多么难受
我不哭
我希望我能


从那次过后
我的心特别容易受伤
眼泪特别容易在晚上流出


我以为这一切
可以从我最爱的人身上得到安伏
但相反的
我知道我明白

自己的感受
怎样叫别人去理解?
所以我并不想勉强他去理解
会在他心里多一条刺



那天 ,
爸爸在门口吩咐我把那些东西拿进去
很多人
他用吩咐的语气
我用脚轻轻踢进去
他就骂我
我是谁噢?
就算不是你女儿基本人都懂得礼貌你不懂吗!
我又再一次为这个家里的人流了那么一滴眼泪
就那么一滴,没人会看见
谢了

那天 ,
我的好妈妈
你是怎么对你女儿?
让他伤心得走出这个家
在街上不懂怎么办
一路走一路哭得不知所措
找不到人安慰
那种心情
谁会懂?
你们都告诉我
你妈妈病啊
体谅下他
我没有马?
我怕她生气怕到不敢望多她几眼阿
谁懂?
到今天
他还是那种眼神对着我
不会开口对我说多一句话
谢了




我现在什么都不想要
我只想要一个人能对我好好的



说完了
舒服点


就这样
不用太理会我

Monday, April 5, 2010

Close

My Blog Dead !

okay *

blog close

come back after i get my new laptop
May maybe *

if u really waiting for me ,;
wait until my college life start ;)

ciao la kawan ku !

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

♥ Main Choice



After discuss with my dad ,
my main choice for college was Tar College : )
so , today i went there again* for registered with LiingLiing

Piuk ~ is quite far and complicate for me to take so much of transports to my future college
it location was near ZooNegara ..

We take LRT to Masjid Jamek .. after that we take Public Line to Taman Melati , near Wangsa Majur
then take taxi to Tar College
piuk ~

I take diploma of business study for 2 years 4 months
but my main choice was accounting of cause : )
i said it early before *

after this , i hope i can get Financial Accounting cum ACCA , , but hard to get
becauseonly choose 400 student for study that course ..
and the passing percent was 50% only
Hard right ? ><

so , other road was oversea : )
i prefer this
UK for 6 month i think

fine , don't think too much of this 1st
DIploma for business study dulu


hope i make a right choice : )
god bless me




Eric Low , many thing need you to understand and sorry

Monday, March 15, 2010

♥ short

对 .. 有人开心有人愁
我应该是半开心半愁吧 ~
愁在那个成绩 , 虽然我预了 *
开心在我还是有机会为未来努力


College的生活 .. 是怎样的呢?
很期待 :)



谢谢的是 .. 爸爸 .. 他其实很疼我
只是方式跟Channel不同
他希望我有成就
他希望我幸福
他希望她女儿好 , 好的事情围绕她女儿 , 他就足够了
虽然我们总是不合意见
爸 , 谢谢还是要说 ..




你是我的绊脚石
挡在路中间让我遇上
我们相遇了
但你却绊倒我

Monday, March 8, 2010

♥ DeadLine


OkayGuy .. NeedToInformYouAllThat SPM* ResultOutOn11thOfMarch !
FreakingNervous!*

keep spent my money recently ~
learn to save la auty ~ :(


okay .. cheongK session with Darl RainieMeganGaga ,SeeYue, Yuri today again* at Neway
to celebrate SPM result coming to kill us ~ :)


Funny thing always happen while we meet out XP

meet up Clover after she finished her work

chitchat a lot at starbucks ..
we just like a jungle women talk freaking loud there ~
Paiseh :P


topics for today chit chat is about lesen , college , result all those future thing
aikx :(

of cause , OurFriend was in our chat topic too ~



Last , Next Station,Happiness was so so so nice ! ..
will regret if you didn't watch it
and i need to inform TungSeeYUe , 吴建豪 is my husband , he only love me ! .. thank :)

Friday, February 26, 2010

♥ Great day

yesterday
date out with Darl TungSeeYUe at leisure
so in mood
but something happen
i make my boy ATM card stuck in the machine
mean .. he need to make a new ATM card
Sorry for sure
but i was so unhappy
because when i called him to apologize
he said " why u so stupid ! " " u know so ma fan to make a new one ? "
anywhere .. i know im a stupid ..
i know i so ma fan
sorry a fucker ..
hate it
why want to said me stupid wor ..
ever i did something people won't did darn wrong
but not my wrong right ! is that ATM card wrong ..
HMP !



next .. don't care la
ate sushi king with Darl..
she belanja me 1st
because no money : (


then we planed to go Rainie yap house !
Crazy Night ..
so picture upload only
because my line was stuck ! ~~



so happy ... with RainieMeganGaga .. Clover ..Dorris ..& my stupid seeyue Darl !








Monday, February 22, 2010

♥ StopWork

I had Stop my work at tesco ~
Bye la
Cosmo Nexus ~



here .. our supervisor ..
guess hhow old she is ~ ?
she smaller than me ~ :)









HeWon'tKnowIPutThisPicture : )



♥ OurLoveRing !






tomorrow need help my dad at DaiMaChoi
hate it damn and damn much
i stop tesco work early because of him
he said no people help out him at there
so as a good girl for him
i need to do so ~
fuck !


yesterday argue with boy
because my dad wanted him to help out also
but boy got his own staff to do
but i was so so selffish
i said " u love me .. why can't do something for me & my family " ?
after argue
i felt that i add too much thing to our love
my family problem sould not add to our love right ?
sorry :(




upload some picture to facebook ♥
Coment please : )


Friday, February 19, 2010

♥ Valentine


New Picture On Facebook : )
( i takee a lot of pic .. but just can upload this .. because itu babi not allowed ! he said too sexy )
hiak ! XD
Betbetkia dia



my Liing Liing go back NS le ..
wait her back
14th Of february
Wait for you DEar ! : )



my boy got his Own bank & ATM card le
i keep it for him Xp
finally we start our plan ..
1st plan : )
Save Money For Future*



forget to say
i had a romantic & sweet Valentine : )
many gift he give me
a pair of ring
a cute love couple bear bear
couples da tou tie *
his ATM card
4 days of sushi , starbucks , KFC , & so on
darn valentine on 2010 year was so so in love ..
Boy .. thank all thing u gave me
im so so in love with u .



p /s .. he will be the only one in my heart .. darn place* only for him .. sorry ..

Monday, February 15, 2010

♥ day of CNY $ Valentine day



12am ! .. 1st day of CNY ..
we planed to go Ar Tai house for ....
hiak !





k .. morning me &eric take taxi back to his house
and " yu chi " cook by his mummy : )
tasty .. i like it !




then wait for ah tai come fetch us
he bring along his girl .. Miyo ^^
she was so so cute

went to pavilion for movie
but .. sold out
so ..
starbuck









miyo .. liing .. me


stupid boy bought me this .. : )




night .. we went to sushi king for dinner




boy said he eat this
to show me how much he love me ! haha






my valentine gift








3 couples ^^




Friday, February 12, 2010

♥ shopping

u know ? !
i hang out with my darls and laopo yesterday
i was so SO happy : )
love them much
Rainie Yap See Yue Sammi : )
i darn bought some clothes .. but .. not enough !
bought something for my boy too
he not free to accompany me
just called me charge back all payment from him
( of cause lo ~ u promised geh ) ^^



picture do talking ~







erm .. weird ..



the stupid hair cover half of my face = =

me .. see yue sammi : )
^^
3 of us

last .. i love SHOPPING!

Saturday, February 6, 2010

♥ = X


IWanClubbingArh ! ><

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

♥ rest

Yeah ! Off day ! : )

so darn tired for this few days
i work for full day almost few day
9:30am till 10:30pm ..
wake up 8 above everyday
aikx
hate la ..


thinking on my dad plan
he said he can give me his MyV
but every month i must give spend 500 ++ on that car ..
every thing about the car i must pay myself and so on
6 more year to pay leh !?
how i find a job or time to cover all this
i need to enter college .. i wan job .. i need time too ? ..
Arh ! ..
who can intro me a rich ..good . and sayang me der husband ?
( hiak .. Joke :P )


now i only know .. after scool darn life was so stress ..
many thing need to thing properly
because it call to be " FUTURE ''
sensitive word :P


time to rest :)
i need more rest
people said .. "rest is to walk for a far & long road ~ "



在我的生活中似乎少了点什么
取不回也不舍丢弃

Monday, January 25, 2010

♥ normal

working life was so so boring
luckily some crazy girls accompany me
stupid them : )

miss darls as same
i know we both buzy
maybe only me ?*
but our heart still sticking right ? ><
haha ^^





ERIC LOw ! YOU PROMISED ACCOMPANY ME SHOPPING & NEW CLOTHES FOR ME !
*(SO SO IN LOVE : p )

Friday, January 22, 2010

♥ help

paranormal activity
make me can't sleep well
it like real life movie
why people said this movie sien?
i didn't even dare to watch it


hate my boy !
bring me watch it
make me always think back all about darn movie TT

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

♥ rest

Before Good Night
say something 1st ..


Boy .. please take attention ..
if your girl cry infront of u
please
don't scold her " can u don't cry ? " " can u don't make me feel annoy ? '
hug her please !
if not .. her heart will broke because of you ..
dude guy !




kay ~ jump over it ~ O.o''





work work work ~

i gonna crazy on it
time to rest

and

i off on thursday ~
sure hang out lo : )



good Night ! ♥

Monday, January 18, 2010

♥ 我的天~


不说说近来的状况似乎不大舒服..


工作吗..
就是压力不大不小
原因?
都在为了sales拼了
说实在的..
一开始我根本没在乎什么komisen不komisen的
后来呢~
那位小姐很"无意"间拿掉了我的customer
FINE ~
虽然我serve了蛮久以下
加上本小姐2个礼拜不知觉请了2天假..
本店的Manager Irene 姐似乎不大爽
所以呢
发奋图强不断serve
推完那些衣服给那些Cheap也好 ~高贵也好~没品位也好~自以为是也好~
" 不错哦~很美叻!~"
"你不是不美~衬对衣就完美了~"
"你打扮下一定很不错的~试下这款衣~年轻很多~"
17岁以来~说过最多谎话的时段~
原来我的笑容演技可以很炫的~




FiNe
跳过这边~ 。







今天的今天吗~
我serve一对很够搞笑的组合朋友
较为高而又"美"的那位呢~ 过度自恋
较为矮而又"丑"的那位呢~过度自卑
自恋那位过度以为自己太靓..
但他不懂~..只因为她朋友的丑掩盖她的丑..
这样说人好像太不道德?*
你们错了~
因为那位较为丑的小姐~
为了要试promotion ( Can't Try ) 的衣服
说了句
" 哈?不能试阿?那我其他的都不要了!~"
(心里暗自想)不买不买啦~我抽你的komisen都不够我买块面包~
到最后?。。他还是买了~
(心里暗自想)如果这个时间不是没人~我打死也不会serve你这个Cheap扒~
没错~是扒~猪那个!
这个名不是我改的哦~
是咱们群体不爽的工作人员改的~ ( :









一些customers说实在的
品位虽然不怎么好~
但至少笑容融化我这个员工的心~
怎么这样说啊? O.o''
有种调转角色的感觉?
应该说~
他们不会串~
也很健谈~
就算这些人试完10件买1件我也愿意诚恳对待他们~







今天到这儿~
完毕~

♥ da lang da lang


Nothing Speacial In My Life : ) ♥

Thursday, January 14, 2010

♥ 2nd off day



Off Day again : ) ..
with Darl Dou ♥



when McDonald had our breakfast with Yuri Clover S.Yue
play chat crazy -ing with them
Bally Clover went Pavilion
Me & Darl dou went to cinema ~
Movie time !
ALvin & chipmunks ? .._?




after mOvie ..
Sushi King again
we ate about 23RM++ only
' da bao ' for darl ye
but she didn't even ate a piece !
hate u darl ! >< ( sushi for darl ye )


* at mak mak beside Apple CC
darl dou wanted me to take her pic again O.o''
my tea o ice limau *
not mine of cause .. Li Chuan Rokok *
Darl ye friend .. Julia ? *


Okay .. finished chit chat at mak mak
we went back to leisure mall find ah heng *











Heng finished work
we went "tan cha house ''
not mine ! Li Chuan again *
my jasmine Tea : )
Darl Dou vs Me ♥
me vs Heng ♥




what she looking at ?




--------->>> looking at them ~ what they doing ? O.o''


watch H.YE ! O.o ''
Ham sap zai



Heng Wanted us to take his cool-est pic * XD





lalala ~ Li Chuan went back to sleep *
and .. mak mak again~



heng with his roti Canai

Darl dou with her Roti telur


finished !!!














MAT LAN !! lol O.o''




p/s .. gonna work tomorrow .. yeah yeah ..TT