♥ ignore it

近来 , 好累好累

累在那里？
累在那个心上

根本找不到聊得来的伴
真是他妈的


那个家
不想多说
看到你这种脸孔对着我
你觉得光荣
但你不知道你女儿我是多么多么难受
我不哭
我希望我能


从那次过后
我的心特别容易受伤
眼泪特别容易在晚上流出


我以为这一切
可以从我最爱的人身上得到安伏
但相反的
我知道我明白

自己的感受
怎样叫别人去理解？
所以我并不想勉强他去理解
会在他心里多一条刺



那天 ，
爸爸在门口吩咐我把那些东西拿进去
很多人
他用吩咐的语气
我用脚轻轻踢进去
他就骂我
我是谁噢？
就算不是你女儿基本人都懂得礼貌你不懂吗！
我又再一次为这个家里的人流了那么一滴眼泪
就那么一滴，没人会看见
谢了

那天 ，
我的好妈妈
你是怎么对你女儿？
让他伤心得走出这个家
在街上不懂怎么办
一路走一路哭得不知所措
找不到人安慰
那种心情
谁会懂？
你们都告诉我
你妈妈病啊
体谅下他
我没有马？
我怕她生气怕到不敢望多她几眼阿
谁懂？
到今天
他还是那种眼神对着我
不会开口对我说多一句话
谢了




我现在什么都不想要
我只想要一个人能对我好好的



说完了
舒服点


就这样
不用太理会我

Close

My Blog Dead !

okay *

blog close

come back after i get my new laptop
May maybe *

if u really waiting for me ,;
wait until my college life start ;)

ciao la kawan ku !

♥ Main Choice

After discuss with my dad ,
my main choice for college was Tar College : )
so , today i went there again* for registered with LiingLiing

Piuk ~ is quite far and complicate for me to take so much of transports to my future college
it location was near ZooNegara ..

We take LRT to Masjid Jamek .. after that we take Public Line to Taman Melati , near Wangsa Majur
then take taxi to Tar College
piuk ~

I take diploma of business study for 2 years 4 months
but my main choice was accounting of cause : )
i said it early before *

after this , i hope i can get Financial Accounting cum ACCA , , but hard to get
becauseonly choose 400 student for study that course ..
and the passing percent was 50% only
Hard right ? ><

so , other road was oversea : )
i prefer this
UK for 6 month i think

fine , don't think too much of this 1st
DIploma for business study dulu


hope i make a right choice : )
god bless me

Eric Low , many thing need you to understand and sorry

♥ ｓｈｏｒｔ

对 .. 有人开心有人愁
我应该是半开心半愁吧 ~
愁在那个成绩 , 虽然我预了 *
开心在我还是有机会为未来努力

College的生活 .. 是怎样的呢？
很期待 ：）



谢谢的是 .. 爸爸 .. 他其实很疼我
只是方式跟Channel不同
他希望我有成就
他希望我幸福
他希望她女儿好 , 好的事情围绕她女儿 , 他就足够了
虽然我们总是不合意见
爸 ， 谢谢还是要说 ..

你是我的绊脚石
挡在路中间让我遇上
我们相遇了
但你却绊倒我

♥ DeadLine

OkayGuy .. NeedToInformYouAllThat SPM* ResultOutOn11thOfMarch !
FreakingNervous!*

keep spent my money recently ~
learn to save la auty ~ :(


okay .. cheongK session with Darl RainieMeganGaga ，SeeYue， Yuri today again* at Neway
to celebrate SPM result coming to kill us ~ :)


Funny thing always happen while we meet out XP

meet up Clover after she finished her work

chitchat a lot at starbucks ..
we just like a jungle women talk freaking loud there ~
Paiseh :P


topics for today chit chat is about lesen , college , result all those future thing
aikx :(

of cause , OurFriend was in our chat topic too ~



Last , Next Station,Happiness was so so so nice ! ..
will regret if you didn't watch it
and i need to inform TungSeeYUe , 吴建豪 is my husband , he only love me ! .. thank :）

♥ Great day

yesterday
date out with Darl TungSeeYUe at leisure
so in mood
but something happen
i make my boy ATM card stuck in the machine
mean .. he need to make a new ATM card
Sorry for sure
but i was so unhappy
because when i called him to apologize
he said " why u so stupid ! " " u know so ma fan to make a new one ? "
anywhere .. i know im a stupid ..
i know i so ma fan
sorry a fucker ..
hate it
why want to said me stupid wor ..
ever i did something people won't did darn wrong
but not my wrong right ! is that ATM card wrong ..
HMP !



next .. don't care la
ate sushi king with Darl..
she belanja me 1st
because no money : (


then we planed to go Rainie yap house !
Crazy Night ..
so picture upload only
because my line was stuck ! ~~

so happy ... with RainieMeganGaga .. Clover ..Dorris ..& my stupid seeyue Darl !

♥ StopWork

I had Stop my work at tesco ~
Bye la
Cosmo Nexus ~



here .. our supervisor ..
guess hhow old she is ~ ?
she smaller than me ~ :)









HeWon'tKnowIPutThisPicture : )

♥ OurLoveRing !

tomorrow need help my dad at DaiMaChoi
hate it damn and damn much
i stop tesco work early because of him
he said no people help out him at there
so as a good girl for him
i need to do so ~
fuck !


yesterday argue with boy
because my dad wanted him to help out also
but boy got his own staff to do
but i was so so selffish
i said " u love me .. why can't do something for me & my family " ?
after argue
i felt that i add too much thing to our love
my family problem sould not add to our love right ?
sorry :(

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